Tuesday, November 08, 2005

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I miss him a little bit from Jasmine Tame cuckold.
I know he miss me too. Anyway, both of us are playing our part quite well indeed. Enough of that. Let me move on. Alhamdulilah. Dah nak seminggu kita berpuasa. Funny. I’m usually very excited during the Ramadhan coz I’ll be busy performing terawih, preparing biscuits/kueh at home, cooking dishes or helping my mom/dad to clean up the house. But, on the first day of Hari Raya itself, I’m usually very sad. My thoughts are normally with my friends or people whom I once knew that are no longer here. Thus, you can never see me laugh on the day of Hari Raya itself. It’s always tears & sorrow. Sadly, with each passing year, the pain in my heart deepens cuckold movies. I miss them even more each year. Their smiles, the creases around their eyes, the warmth of their friendship. I will never forget you guys. My thoughts are with you always. Surah Yassin is my best companion nowadays. I read it everyday… for myself, my family, my friends (alive or dead). I pray that you guys are “well” Jasmine Tame on the other side. I’m preparing myself here… so that I can join you in the future. Take care, my friends.

Okay. Back to reality. I was standing around Raffles Place last night with a bottle of Evian and a box of Marlboro. I was waiting for my dad's call to inform me once the azan dah berkumandang. Suddenly, 3 Malay Mats (who was standing in front of me for the past five minutes) lighted up their ciggies. My Chinese friend said to me: “Eh. You can break your fast already right. Maybe your dad forget to call you. Anyway, the Malay guys are smoking already.” I shook my head and smiled to my friend. Two minutes later, my dad called: “Pegik buka! Dah azan!” I took a long sip of Evian, ate 2 dates (my mom packed them for me in the morning) and lighted a ciggie. I, Jasmine Tame, wonder how some people can spoil the beauty of Ramadhan. I usually turn my head away whenever I see Malays eating/drinking/smoking in public during Ramadhan. Buat apa nak hina/kutuk dorang kan. Puasa ni kan “persembahan suci” kita khas buat Allah. Kalau dorang tak nak puasa, tu dorang nyer pasal. Kita buat hal kita. Kuatkan semangat dan iman. Jangan mengumpat.Tengok bende baik2. Banyakkan zikir/ taubat.

I must admit that as a smoker, fasting is extra hard for me. I guess most smokers will agree with me. But, I think once you get the hang of it, it’s not much of a problem (although my lips trembled miserably for nicotine on the first day of Ramadhan). Firstly, you have to be serious about your “niat” and secondly don’t buy ciggies until it’s time to break fast. And thirdly, focus on the main purpose of Ramadhan and think of God always. Eh... Aku cakap ni macam ye-ye eh.

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